i'm back.

hi guys, i know it's been a while. but well, i just want to share a bit about my life, precisely about my today's activity. now.. where should i start?

....tonight is not my best night. why? because i just went home from my aunt's house and found water just flooding the back of my house... but still, it floods until this middle room which has those table and chairs for us to eat. my mom is now downstair 'chillin' with them. sorry mom, i didn't mean to leave you like that but i just don't know what i suppose to do. in fact, she asked me to go shower instead of helping her, so well. i'm here right now, in front of the computer and writing what is on my mind.

i am actually have something to tell, and i just realize that i forgot to close the door of my room but i don't mind, who wants to get here anyway.

the rain is so heavy tonight, God i wish You've already saved them out there. the thunder seems to be so light and it freaks me out a bit.

back to the topic, i want to share something right here. i shouldn't share that thing right here actually, this is open for public, whoever can read my blog, even the president of america can read my blog ha ha. but i don't know who to share so i prefer and decide to share 'that' thing here.

let it begin...

the story starts when i looked at my blog. yes! this blog! i'm like.. nostalgic-ing with this blog, ya you name it. i was like thinking what have i wrote on this blog at that time, and i found that post which made me thinking 'OMG is it real? why should i wrote this?!' and it still stuck on my lung, head especially heart. they keeps going round and round my head. i know it's not fair but why.. God, only You know the reason why.. make it back.. make it back please..

i rushed go downstair and told my friends about it. even one of my friend told me that she felt like i'm still having the chemistry with him well in fact it's all the opposite way. i can't turn back time, everybody knows that. but let me have one more chance to feel that way, i mean, when will? until when? do i have to wait....? i have someone, so did that people i'm talking about right now.

i'm not dreaming am i? yes, i didn't. cause i still love reading that 'vintage' chats uptil now.

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry!!!!!!

i just can't handle it, and i think this is the best way...

Tagged By Deel

10 Favorites
Favorite Season -- autumn
Favorite Time -- night
Favorite Food -- fettucini?
Favorite Drink -- Mineral Water
Favorite Ice Cream -- yogurt better
Favorite Sport -- basket
Favorite Actor -- Edward Cullen
Favorite Actress -- Dakota Fanning

9 Currents
Current Feeling -- Bad
Current Drink -- Air Putih
Current Time -- 09.47
Current Show on TV -- sinetron -_-
Current Mobile use -- Sony Ericsson
Current Windows -- ...
Current Underwear -- ...
Current Clothes -- T-Shirt, Short Pants
Current Thought -- I have to study!

8 Firsts
First Nickname -- Tasya
First Kiss -- hmmm
First Crush -- au lupa -_-
First Best Friend -- many
First Job -- ?????
First Toy -- Barbie -_-
First Pet -- cat

7 Lasts
Last Drink -- Strawberry Juice
Last Kiss -- ditha! wakakka :D
Last Meal -- Roma Milkist nabati -_-
Last Web Site Visited -- Blogger
Last Movie Watched -- Night At The Museum 2
Last Phone Call -- Sarah
Last TV show Watched -- Disney Channel

6 Have You Ever...
Have You Ever Broken the Law -- yes
Have You Ever Been Drunk -- no
Have You Ever Kissed SomeoneSomething You Didn't Know -- No
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire -- yes
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped -- ?
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart -- maybe
Have You Ever Been Broken Hearted -- yes

5 Things
Things You Can Hear Right Now -- television's sounds
Things On Your Bed -- pillows, dolls, blanket
Things You Ate Today --bihun, nasi
Things You Can't Live Without -- God, Loving, Being Love
Things You Do When You Are Bored -- it's not certainly the same

4 Places You Have Been Today-- rumah, sekolah, junction, kamar

3 Things On Your Desk Right Now -- Komp, Speaker, Photos

2 Choices -- Happy and Peace

1 Place You Want To Visit -- His Heart.... huahuahuauha gombal lu ah -_-

morning everybody

good morning! lagi bosen bgt deh gue, kan dari kemaren sepupu sama tante om dateng kerumah, katanya sih mau main. eh jadinya nginep, jadi kemaren gue sempet ke pasar minggu dulu gitu ngambil baju2 mereka. terus jam stgh 8an gue nyampe rumah. rencananya hari ini mau berenang gitu kan di club house, tp gatau nih udh jam 09.47 pun ga ada yang siap - siap daritadi huahahaa

gue pengen belajar deeeeeeeh, soalnya temen gue yang jenius2 pun pada belajar, gua masih ngerasa bego aja malah santai gawat nih ~!@#$% gua pan paling gabisa gt yak belajar nyicil bisa aja kalo ngga diulang lg ntar malem juga lupa gitu -_- jadi ntar paling asal baca aja yang penting ada yg nyangkut diotak dikit2, sehari sebelom ulumnya baru deh belajar huahauha

kebanyakan materi dari semester 1 nih aaah jadi bisa sampe 12 bab gitu rata2. terus katanya semua ada essay uh, tapi..... matematika sih katanya ngga ada ya awas aja sampe ada mau nulis soal apa lagi sih guru ga cape apa lu hah?! -_- yaudah ah mau ngapain dulu gt ya byebeybey

yes!

usb gue ketemu!!!!!!!! hahahaha udah lama gitu gue stres gara2 ga ada usb. soalnya jadi ribet gt sih, kan printer gue suka eror dirumah jadinya kalo mau paling harus ke warnet dan kan masukin usb gitu ya. usb gue udh hampir stgh taun ilangnya nih, dan gue juga gatau tadi pas abis beres2 buku ada di dalem kantongnya. padahal itu tas kan baru gue pake, dulu pas ilang juga gue ga make tas itu, belom pernah make malah kok tau2 disitu..... ajaib emang

kan kalo ada usb dunia semakin terasa mudah gitu ya (lebay -_-) tapi kan emang iyaa, gue kalo misalnya minta bahan buat belajar mah tinggal ngopy ke usb aja gt ga sih. ga harus sih tp kan bisa lebih cepet aja. ah tp gue sekarang komputernya udh bervirus nih parah lg, sampe ipod gue juga ikutan kena virusnya huhu

padahal iudh sempet diilangin tetep aja ada lagi gmn dong, itu usb gue tadi isinya masih sama kaya dulu kirain udh ilang gt yak. mudah2an deh itu jangan ilang lg memorinya jg lumayan tau 2giga wakakak kalo mau ngisi file2 doang mah pasti bisa banyaak

eh iya tadinya hari ini mau ke moe gue, tp ga ada yg nemenin nih kayaknya, tadi udh ngajak ditha tp dia malah ke poins square. mana ternyata dia baru izin pas dijalan pula ckck, doain deh semoga ditha dibolehin ya sama nyokapnya, soalnya kalo emang bener ngga ada yg mau nemenin gue ngga dateng deh ya maaf -_-

the hemmed national day -_-

maksa ah judulnya ih -_- tapi emang hari kejepit nasional gt kan ya hari ini. tumben loh gue masuk hahaha, terus tadi gue sebernya udah disuruh ngga masuk sama nyokap, tapi gue mau ngumpulin tugas mat jadinya masuk deh daripada ga dapet nilai. terus katanya korek api abis gitu, jadinya ngga bisa masak dll. akhirnya gue mandi pake air dingin kan, terus ga bawa bekel kesekolah ntah kenapa padahal ada roti haha

gue berangkat jam 06.35 loh, harusnya sih kalo ga mau buru buru mah berangkat paling telat jam 06.10 gt. tapi entah kenapa akhir2 ini gue paling berangkat jam stgh 7an, dan ga telat. tapi kayanya ngaruh lagi pada ujian gitu deh, kan tadinya sd sama sma libur pada uas2 gitu2. sekarang paling cuma smp doang kelas 9 seangkatan doang jadinya. tadi belajar fisika bersama pak wokib si suneo kata rara -_- dia polos apa gmn sih bingung deh haha kocak terus suka ngebahas yang ga penting gitu, kaya tadi

pak wokib ngegambar katrol, buat contoh soal
rara: "eh pak gambarnya bagus deh bisa rapih gitu"
pak wokib: "oh iya ya? tentu, kan saya jago menggambar juga, nanti kalian kalau gambarnya rapih bisa menggambar yang indah2" (?)
rara: "hahaha iya ya pak, oke deh (tepuk tangan)"
pak wokib: "iya betul loh (sambil ngegambar bunga segede satu papan tulis) nanti jadinya kalau kalian puas dengan hasil karya kalian bisa jadi seperti ini, dikasih khiasan"
-_- terus pada ketawa, aneh ngga sih lagi ngebahas soal gitu ya, rara bilang gambarnya bagus langsung dibahas aja loh hahaha

abis itu matematika tadinya mau ngebahas latman, tapi liat waktu kalo emang cukup apa engga. soalnya kan kita sempet disuruh bikin proyek, terus dipamerin, temen2 sekelas yang ngenilai ada kriterianya. terus rata2 gue 8 kalo dari jumlah haha lumayanlah. cuma ga jadi akhirnya ngebahas latma ga cukup waktu haha. bind jg disuruh nulis opini gitu deh pagi2 keruang komp dingin banget gejelah ga penting nih haha

terus tadi gue pulangnya binguuuuuuung, nyokap gue udah pasti ga bisa ditelfon, biasanya gue disuruh nebeng syapa gitu kemana tapi gmn gue mau izin kalo hp nyokap ngga ada. akhirnya gue nelfon bokap, dara kan ngajak ke pim, tapi dia ngejemput di citos aja kalo mau ke sekolah jauh katanya. terus udah telfon2an dululah sampe pulsa gue tgl 999 sekarang -_- hahaha. abis itu gue malah ga dapet tebengan, khansa tadinya bisa tapi adeknya ngambek kalo mau nganter gue ke citos dulu akhirnya dia ditinggal di sekolah terus ntar dijemput lagi maafkan aku khansa~

sampe citos ternyata daranya masih di kantor mamahnya kungingan woi jauh yak. akhirnya mau gamau gue nunggu sejam disana terus ke aksara aja deh. baca2 abis itu dara nyampe kan gue nunggu di periplus, dan ketemu ica gima haha. di pim gue sama dara nonton night at the museum 2, baguuus deh lucu kocak gt ada jonas brothernya haha. gue dijemput jam 6, tapi masih ntn, akhirnya gue sampe rumah jam stgh 9 bersih2 dan ngepost -_- emang ga ada kerjaan

besok pada kemanaaaaa?