i am you, but you never be me

will you feel this? waiting every week just for you. hoping that it maybe will be the special day for me, but in fact, there's nothing! have that, your really "special, lovable" friends. but please, don't forget I'm still here, right in front of you, in innocent trying to know what you want. is that the one thing that you try to do too? childish? you make that characters for me, i hope i don't but you always made that! cry? that's the only thing what can i do now, while waiting for you grow back to be the same old you, someone that i really really love. maybe it's too hard for you, knowing my feeling as well