10 Favorites
Favorite Season -- autumn
Favorite Time -- night
Favorite Food -- fettucini?
Favorite Drink -- Mineral Water
Favorite Ice Cream -- yogurt better
Favorite Sport -- basket
Favorite Actor -- Edward Cullen
Favorite Actress -- Dakota Fanning
9 Currents
Current Feeling -- Bad
Current Drink -- Air Putih
Current Time -- 09.47
Current Show on TV -- sinetron -_-
Current Mobile use -- Sony Ericsson
Current Windows -- ...
Current Underwear -- ...
Current Clothes -- T-Shirt, Short Pants
Current Thought -- I have to study!
8 Firsts
First Nickname -- Tasya
First Kiss -- hmmm
First Crush -- au lupa -_-
First Best Friend -- many
First Job -- ?????
First Toy -- Barbie -_-
First Pet -- cat
7 Lasts
Last Drink -- Strawberry Juice
Last Kiss -- ditha! wakakka :D
Last Meal -- Roma Milkist nabati -_-
Last Web Site Visited -- Blogger
Last Movie Watched -- Night At The Museum 2
Last Phone Call -- Sarah
Last TV show Watched -- Disney Channel
6 Have You Ever...
Have You Ever Broken the Law -- yes
Have You Ever Been Drunk -- no
Have You Ever Kissed SomeoneSomething You Didn't Know -- No
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire -- yes
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped -- ?
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart -- maybe
Have You Ever Been Broken Hearted -- yes
5 Things
Things You Can Hear Right Now -- television's sounds
Things On Your Bed -- pillows, dolls, blanket
Things You Ate Today --bihun, nasi
Things You Can't Live Without -- God, Loving, Being Love
Things You Do When You Are Bored -- it's not certainly the same
4 Places You Have Been Today-- rumah, sekolah, junction, kamar
3 Things On Your Desk Right Now -- Komp, Speaker, Photos
2 Choices -- Happy and Peace
1 Place You Want To Visit -- His Heart.... huahuahuauha gombal lu ah -_-
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
morning everybody
good morning! lagi bosen bgt deh gue, kan dari kemaren sepupu sama tante om dateng kerumah, katanya sih mau main. eh jadinya nginep, jadi kemaren gue sempet ke pasar minggu dulu gitu ngambil baju2 mereka. terus jam stgh 8an gue nyampe rumah. rencananya hari ini mau berenang gitu kan di club house, tp gatau nih udh jam 09.47 pun ga ada yang siap - siap daritadi huahahaa
gue pengen belajar deeeeeeeh, soalnya temen gue yang jenius2 pun pada belajar, gua masih ngerasa bego aja malah santai gawat nih ~!@#$% gua pan paling gabisa gt yak belajar nyicil bisa aja kalo ngga diulang lg ntar malem juga lupa gitu -_- jadi ntar paling asal baca aja yang penting ada yg nyangkut diotak dikit2, sehari sebelom ulumnya baru deh belajar huahauha
kebanyakan materi dari semester 1 nih aaah jadi bisa sampe 12 bab gitu rata2. terus katanya semua ada essay uh, tapi..... matematika sih katanya ngga ada ya awas aja sampe ada mau nulis soal apa lagi sih guru ga cape apa lu hah?! -_- yaudah ah mau ngapain dulu gt ya byebeybey
gue pengen belajar deeeeeeeh, soalnya temen gue yang jenius2 pun pada belajar, gua masih ngerasa bego aja malah santai gawat nih ~!@#$% gua pan paling gabisa gt yak belajar nyicil bisa aja kalo ngga diulang lg ntar malem juga lupa gitu -_- jadi ntar paling asal baca aja yang penting ada yg nyangkut diotak dikit2, sehari sebelom ulumnya baru deh belajar huahauha
kebanyakan materi dari semester 1 nih aaah jadi bisa sampe 12 bab gitu rata2. terus katanya semua ada essay uh, tapi..... matematika sih katanya ngga ada ya awas aja sampe ada mau nulis soal apa lagi sih guru ga cape apa lu hah?! -_- yaudah ah mau ngapain dulu gt ya byebeybey
yes!
usb gue ketemu!!!!!!!! hahahaha udah lama gitu gue stres gara2 ga ada usb. soalnya jadi ribet gt sih, kan printer gue suka eror dirumah jadinya kalo mau paling harus ke warnet dan kan masukin usb gitu ya. usb gue udh hampir stgh taun ilangnya nih, dan gue juga gatau tadi pas abis beres2 buku ada di dalem kantongnya. padahal itu tas kan baru gue pake, dulu pas ilang juga gue ga make tas itu, belom pernah make malah kok tau2 disitu..... ajaib emang
kan kalo ada usb dunia semakin terasa mudah gitu ya (lebay -_-) tapi kan emang iyaa, gue kalo misalnya minta bahan buat belajar mah tinggal ngopy ke usb aja gt ga sih. ga harus sih tp kan bisa lebih cepet aja. ah tp gue sekarang komputernya udh bervirus nih parah lg, sampe ipod gue juga ikutan kena virusnya huhu
padahal iudh sempet diilangin tetep aja ada lagi gmn dong, itu usb gue tadi isinya masih sama kaya dulu kirain udh ilang gt yak. mudah2an deh itu jangan ilang lg memorinya jg lumayan tau 2giga wakakak kalo mau ngisi file2 doang mah pasti bisa banyaak
eh iya tadinya hari ini mau ke moe gue, tp ga ada yg nemenin nih kayaknya, tadi udh ngajak ditha tp dia malah ke poins square. mana ternyata dia baru izin pas dijalan pula ckck, doain deh semoga ditha dibolehin ya sama nyokapnya, soalnya kalo emang bener ngga ada yg mau nemenin gue ngga dateng deh ya maaf -_-
kan kalo ada usb dunia semakin terasa mudah gitu ya (lebay -_-) tapi kan emang iyaa, gue kalo misalnya minta bahan buat belajar mah tinggal ngopy ke usb aja gt ga sih. ga harus sih tp kan bisa lebih cepet aja. ah tp gue sekarang komputernya udh bervirus nih parah lg, sampe ipod gue juga ikutan kena virusnya huhu
padahal iudh sempet diilangin tetep aja ada lagi gmn dong, itu usb gue tadi isinya masih sama kaya dulu kirain udh ilang gt yak. mudah2an deh itu jangan ilang lg memorinya jg lumayan tau 2giga wakakak kalo mau ngisi file2 doang mah pasti bisa banyaak
eh iya tadinya hari ini mau ke moe gue, tp ga ada yg nemenin nih kayaknya, tadi udh ngajak ditha tp dia malah ke poins square. mana ternyata dia baru izin pas dijalan pula ckck, doain deh semoga ditha dibolehin ya sama nyokapnya, soalnya kalo emang bener ngga ada yg mau nemenin gue ngga dateng deh ya maaf -_-
Friday, May 22, 2009
the hemmed national day -_-
maksa ah judulnya ih -_- tapi emang hari kejepit nasional gt kan ya hari ini. tumben loh gue masuk hahaha, terus tadi gue sebernya udah disuruh ngga masuk sama nyokap, tapi gue mau ngumpulin tugas mat jadinya masuk deh daripada ga dapet nilai. terus katanya korek api abis gitu, jadinya ngga bisa masak dll. akhirnya gue mandi pake air dingin kan, terus ga bawa bekel kesekolah ntah kenapa padahal ada roti haha
gue berangkat jam 06.35 loh, harusnya sih kalo ga mau buru buru mah berangkat paling telat jam 06.10 gt. tapi entah kenapa akhir2 ini gue paling berangkat jam stgh 7an, dan ga telat. tapi kayanya ngaruh lagi pada ujian gitu deh, kan tadinya sd sama sma libur pada uas2 gitu2. sekarang paling cuma smp doang kelas 9 seangkatan doang jadinya. tadi belajar fisika bersama pak wokib si suneo kata rara -_- dia polos apa gmn sih bingung deh haha kocak terus suka ngebahas yang ga penting gitu, kaya tadi
pak wokib ngegambar katrol, buat contoh soal
rara: "eh pak gambarnya bagus deh bisa rapih gitu"
pak wokib: "oh iya ya? tentu, kan saya jago menggambar juga, nanti kalian kalau gambarnya rapih bisa menggambar yang indah2" (?)
rara: "hahaha iya ya pak, oke deh (tepuk tangan)"
pak wokib: "iya betul loh (sambil ngegambar bunga segede satu papan tulis) nanti jadinya kalau kalian puas dengan hasil karya kalian bisa jadi seperti ini, dikasih khiasan"
-_- terus pada ketawa, aneh ngga sih lagi ngebahas soal gitu ya, rara bilang gambarnya bagus langsung dibahas aja loh hahaha
abis itu matematika tadinya mau ngebahas latman, tapi liat waktu kalo emang cukup apa engga. soalnya kan kita sempet disuruh bikin proyek, terus dipamerin, temen2 sekelas yang ngenilai ada kriterianya. terus rata2 gue 8 kalo dari jumlah haha lumayanlah. cuma ga jadi akhirnya ngebahas latma ga cukup waktu haha. bind jg disuruh nulis opini gitu deh pagi2 keruang komp dingin banget gejelah ga penting nih haha
terus tadi gue pulangnya binguuuuuuung, nyokap gue udah pasti ga bisa ditelfon, biasanya gue disuruh nebeng syapa gitu kemana tapi gmn gue mau izin kalo hp nyokap ngga ada. akhirnya gue nelfon bokap, dara kan ngajak ke pim, tapi dia ngejemput di citos aja kalo mau ke sekolah jauh katanya. terus udah telfon2an dululah sampe pulsa gue tgl 999 sekarang -_- hahaha. abis itu gue malah ga dapet tebengan, khansa tadinya bisa tapi adeknya ngambek kalo mau nganter gue ke citos dulu akhirnya dia ditinggal di sekolah terus ntar dijemput lagi maafkan aku khansa~
sampe citos ternyata daranya masih di kantor mamahnya kungingan woi jauh yak. akhirnya mau gamau gue nunggu sejam disana terus ke aksara aja deh. baca2 abis itu dara nyampe kan gue nunggu di periplus, dan ketemu ica gima haha. di pim gue sama dara nonton night at the museum 2, baguuus deh lucu kocak gt ada jonas brothernya haha. gue dijemput jam 6, tapi masih ntn, akhirnya gue sampe rumah jam stgh 9 bersih2 dan ngepost -_- emang ga ada kerjaan
besok pada kemanaaaaa?
gue berangkat jam 06.35 loh, harusnya sih kalo ga mau buru buru mah berangkat paling telat jam 06.10 gt. tapi entah kenapa akhir2 ini gue paling berangkat jam stgh 7an, dan ga telat. tapi kayanya ngaruh lagi pada ujian gitu deh, kan tadinya sd sama sma libur pada uas2 gitu2. sekarang paling cuma smp doang kelas 9 seangkatan doang jadinya. tadi belajar fisika bersama pak wokib si suneo kata rara -_- dia polos apa gmn sih bingung deh haha kocak terus suka ngebahas yang ga penting gitu, kaya tadi
pak wokib ngegambar katrol, buat contoh soal
rara: "eh pak gambarnya bagus deh bisa rapih gitu"
pak wokib: "oh iya ya? tentu, kan saya jago menggambar juga, nanti kalian kalau gambarnya rapih bisa menggambar yang indah2" (?)
rara: "hahaha iya ya pak, oke deh (tepuk tangan)"
pak wokib: "iya betul loh (sambil ngegambar bunga segede satu papan tulis) nanti jadinya kalau kalian puas dengan hasil karya kalian bisa jadi seperti ini, dikasih khiasan"
-_- terus pada ketawa, aneh ngga sih lagi ngebahas soal gitu ya, rara bilang gambarnya bagus langsung dibahas aja loh hahaha
abis itu matematika tadinya mau ngebahas latman, tapi liat waktu kalo emang cukup apa engga. soalnya kan kita sempet disuruh bikin proyek, terus dipamerin, temen2 sekelas yang ngenilai ada kriterianya. terus rata2 gue 8 kalo dari jumlah haha lumayanlah. cuma ga jadi akhirnya ngebahas latma ga cukup waktu haha. bind jg disuruh nulis opini gitu deh pagi2 keruang komp dingin banget gejelah ga penting nih haha
terus tadi gue pulangnya binguuuuuuung, nyokap gue udah pasti ga bisa ditelfon, biasanya gue disuruh nebeng syapa gitu kemana tapi gmn gue mau izin kalo hp nyokap ngga ada. akhirnya gue nelfon bokap, dara kan ngajak ke pim, tapi dia ngejemput di citos aja kalo mau ke sekolah jauh katanya. terus udah telfon2an dululah sampe pulsa gue tgl 999 sekarang -_- hahaha. abis itu gue malah ga dapet tebengan, khansa tadinya bisa tapi adeknya ngambek kalo mau nganter gue ke citos dulu akhirnya dia ditinggal di sekolah terus ntar dijemput lagi maafkan aku khansa~
sampe citos ternyata daranya masih di kantor mamahnya kungingan woi jauh yak. akhirnya mau gamau gue nunggu sejam disana terus ke aksara aja deh. baca2 abis itu dara nyampe kan gue nunggu di periplus, dan ketemu ica gima haha. di pim gue sama dara nonton night at the museum 2, baguuus deh lucu kocak gt ada jonas brothernya haha. gue dijemput jam 6, tapi masih ntn, akhirnya gue sampe rumah jam stgh 9 bersih2 dan ngepost -_- emang ga ada kerjaan
besok pada kemanaaaaa?
Thursday, May 21, 2009
This place becoming more increasingly serious
this place was PIM, tau kan pasti taulah -_- tadi emang gue pas udah nyampe sana mau nonton night at the museum sama dara. tapi pas gue nyampe sana ternyata daranya baru pulang dari sency! ya gapapa sih akhirnya gue yg berencana beliin tiketnya, tp nyokap gue blg jangan pulang malem2 kalo mau ntn jam 4an terus pulang jam 6. soalnya bokap gue buru2 gt mau ntn apalah gatau
disana gue ketemu 2 sodara gue, yg satu sodara dari ayah satunya dari ibu -_- haha adil pan. terus gue buru2 mau ke 21 takut abis tiketnya, taunya beneran abis. dari jam 2.20 sampe 4.50 apa kalo ga salah udh full gt, terus tadinya gue mau ntn angel & demonds kan, full juga loh ya. sama di xxi pun jg gitu. akhirnya pas dara nyampe gue muter2 aja deh, main, makan yaaa standart -_-
terus gue ke foodhall kan, ketemu kevin adri sama widi. mana sama lagi tujuannya ke foodhall jg, terus tau2 adri minta uang, tp yang ngasih dara hahaha. abis itu gue ketemu beberapa orang gitulah, abis itu terakhir gue main sama dara di timezone -_- terus gue nelfon nyokap tapi ga bisa2 mana aneh lagi kan biasanya kalo emang mati tinggalkan pesan ada setelah nada berikut tapi ini tuh engga, kaya ttg jaringan anda tidak tersedia aneh kan. akhirnya gue ditelfonin tuh sama bokap disuruh pulang sekitar jam stgh 7an. akhirnya gue turun kebawah terus nanya kan nyokap dimana
ternyata nyokap gue lagi solat, tapi solatnya di musolla karyawan gitu. ya gue juga pernah sholat sama nyokap disitu sih, tapi emang pengaaap bgt kesel deh mana rame kan apa lagi kalo maghrib dimana2 rame. paling nih nyokap gue kalo ga rame dimana2 dia lagi dilantai bawah makanya sholatnya disitu. daaaaaan pas gue sama dara udh ketemu sama nyokap, nyokap gue bilang
ibu: "mba, hp ibu ilang loh"
tasya: "hah? pantesan kok daritadi aku telfonin ga bisa"
ibu: "iya ya? duh gmn dong nih, coba deh kamu telfon lagi"
tasya: (nelfon) "ga bisa bu, kaya jaringan tidak tersedia gitu aneh deh"
ibu: "ya Allah sial bgt sih ibu, mana baru lagi hpnya"
tasya: "ya lagian kenapa sih kok bisa deh ilang"
ibu: "tadi tuh lagi rame bgt emang, terus ibu abis ngambil mungkena lupa nutup tas lagi"
mygod, ya gmn ngga ilang kan. jadi salah siapa dong? pdhl itu di depan ada satpam loh ya kok aneh deh dia gatau apa2 malah bengong aja, akhirnya nyokap gue nyuruh nge blockir dulu kan biar ngga dipake hpnya ntar malah mahal lagi bayarannya. terus bokap gue dikasih tau kan, mukanya kaya langsung sedih gitu. bokap yg sedih -_- nyokap gue jg sih soalnya dia udah kedua kali hpnya ilang di pim. lama2 males juga deh gue ke pim hiiiiiiih
terus nyokap gue ke telkomsel kan tapi tutup, akhirnya ke nokia gitu. orangnya bantuin nelfon hp nyokap dan katanya ada yang ngangkat, cowo. mati lagi tapi abis itu, nyokap gue udah muka berharap bakal balik aja itu hp tapi who knows gitu ga sih. bokap gue nyuruh ke pos kan udah lapor, serem parah bokap gue marah2 gara2 udah kejadian 2x. terus gue sama dara jg blg hp gue pernah ilang juga di pim
gmn orang lama2 jadi ga percaya gt kan sama pim, ntar kalo ga ada yg mau kesana gmn -_- ya ga mungkin sih, tp kan bisa aja gue aja udah males. ternyata emang di dalem musholla itu ga ada sisi tv nya hih bego deh ~!@#$%^
sampe gue sama bokap berniat mau masukin koran loh pim kaya gt sekarang, lebay ngga? ngga kan, syapa suruh ngga aman
disana gue ketemu 2 sodara gue, yg satu sodara dari ayah satunya dari ibu -_- haha adil pan. terus gue buru2 mau ke 21 takut abis tiketnya, taunya beneran abis. dari jam 2.20 sampe 4.50 apa kalo ga salah udh full gt, terus tadinya gue mau ntn angel & demonds kan, full juga loh ya. sama di xxi pun jg gitu. akhirnya pas dara nyampe gue muter2 aja deh, main, makan yaaa standart -_-
terus gue ke foodhall kan, ketemu kevin adri sama widi. mana sama lagi tujuannya ke foodhall jg, terus tau2 adri minta uang, tp yang ngasih dara hahaha. abis itu gue ketemu beberapa orang gitulah, abis itu terakhir gue main sama dara di timezone -_- terus gue nelfon nyokap tapi ga bisa2 mana aneh lagi kan biasanya kalo emang mati tinggalkan pesan ada setelah nada berikut tapi ini tuh engga, kaya ttg jaringan anda tidak tersedia aneh kan. akhirnya gue ditelfonin tuh sama bokap disuruh pulang sekitar jam stgh 7an. akhirnya gue turun kebawah terus nanya kan nyokap dimana
ternyata nyokap gue lagi solat, tapi solatnya di musolla karyawan gitu. ya gue juga pernah sholat sama nyokap disitu sih, tapi emang pengaaap bgt kesel deh mana rame kan apa lagi kalo maghrib dimana2 rame. paling nih nyokap gue kalo ga rame dimana2 dia lagi dilantai bawah makanya sholatnya disitu. daaaaaan pas gue sama dara udh ketemu sama nyokap, nyokap gue bilang
ibu: "mba, hp ibu ilang loh"
tasya: "hah? pantesan kok daritadi aku telfonin ga bisa"
ibu: "iya ya? duh gmn dong nih, coba deh kamu telfon lagi"
tasya: (nelfon) "ga bisa bu, kaya jaringan tidak tersedia gitu aneh deh"
ibu: "ya Allah sial bgt sih ibu, mana baru lagi hpnya"
tasya: "ya lagian kenapa sih kok bisa deh ilang"
ibu: "tadi tuh lagi rame bgt emang, terus ibu abis ngambil mungkena lupa nutup tas lagi"
mygod, ya gmn ngga ilang kan. jadi salah siapa dong? pdhl itu di depan ada satpam loh ya kok aneh deh dia gatau apa2 malah bengong aja, akhirnya nyokap gue nyuruh nge blockir dulu kan biar ngga dipake hpnya ntar malah mahal lagi bayarannya. terus bokap gue dikasih tau kan, mukanya kaya langsung sedih gitu. bokap yg sedih -_- nyokap gue jg sih soalnya dia udah kedua kali hpnya ilang di pim. lama2 males juga deh gue ke pim hiiiiiiih
terus nyokap gue ke telkomsel kan tapi tutup, akhirnya ke nokia gitu. orangnya bantuin nelfon hp nyokap dan katanya ada yang ngangkat, cowo. mati lagi tapi abis itu, nyokap gue udah muka berharap bakal balik aja itu hp tapi who knows gitu ga sih. bokap gue nyuruh ke pos kan udah lapor, serem parah bokap gue marah2 gara2 udah kejadian 2x. terus gue sama dara jg blg hp gue pernah ilang juga di pim
gmn orang lama2 jadi ga percaya gt kan sama pim, ntar kalo ga ada yg mau kesana gmn -_- ya ga mungkin sih, tp kan bisa aja gue aja udah males. ternyata emang di dalem musholla itu ga ada sisi tv nya hih bego deh ~!@#$%^
sampe gue sama bokap berniat mau masukin koran loh pim kaya gt sekarang, lebay ngga? ngga kan, syapa suruh ngga aman
Grand Indonesia
hari ini jadinya gue ke grand indo gt, gue berangkat dari rumah jam 11. terus nyampe sana sekitar jam stgh 12an apa kalo ga salah. terus gue jalan jalan doang gt deh males, awalnya makan dulu di burger king karna nyokap gue mau, terus masa dia kira disitu ada hot spot ya enggalah ya -_- masa iya restoran kaya gt ada hot spotnya hahaha. abis itu gue jalan muter lagi, dan nyokap gue tadinya mau solat tapi ga jadi terus gara2 bokap ngajak kesana sini haha
terus kita ngeliat kaya suasana kampung gt asik deh, sebenernya sebelomnya gue pernah kesana sih, tp pertamanya belom pada jadi. jadi kesana lagi deh, daan akhirnyapun nyokap gue solat, gue pengen nyari hot spot akhirnya gue ke starbuck, biasanya kan ada kaya pim pasti ada. eeeeeeeeh taunya ga ada, pantesan gue ngeliat orang kok pada pake wi-fi sendiri gitu yg kaya usb itu loh apa sih namanya -_- akhirnya gue kebawah nyari kalo emang ada free wifi gua berenti situ dah, taunya gua muter2 kaga ada apa ngga ga liat kali yak
akhirnya gue berenti di kinokuniya wkwkw berenti, halte apa ya -_- terus baca buku deh. dara nelfon sih dia menemaniku gt hihi jadi seneng <3 terus dia ngajakin gue ke pim. dia lg di sency, kalo emang gue bisa kesana sih mau tp kayaknya ngga dibolehin sama nyokap. abis itu gua nyebrang ke plaza indonesia, ga beli apa2 sih cuma jalan doang hahaha. terus ke ex lalala dan dibolehin ke pim, kalo mau langsung ketemu disana. akhirnya gua pulang jam berapa gt ah lupa pokonya bangun2 pas dimobil udh parkir gitu deh haha
ohiya tadi gue juga sempet foto -_-
next post yah nyeritaiin pimnya hihi
terus kita ngeliat kaya suasana kampung gt asik deh, sebenernya sebelomnya gue pernah kesana sih, tp pertamanya belom pada jadi. jadi kesana lagi deh, daan akhirnyapun nyokap gue solat, gue pengen nyari hot spot akhirnya gue ke starbuck, biasanya kan ada kaya pim pasti ada. eeeeeeeeh taunya ga ada, pantesan gue ngeliat orang kok pada pake wi-fi sendiri gitu yg kaya usb itu loh apa sih namanya -_- akhirnya gue kebawah nyari kalo emang ada free wifi gua berenti situ dah, taunya gua muter2 kaga ada apa ngga ga liat kali yak
akhirnya gue berenti di kinokuniya wkwkw berenti, halte apa ya -_- terus baca buku deh. dara nelfon sih dia menemaniku gt hihi jadi seneng <3 terus dia ngajakin gue ke pim. dia lg di sency, kalo emang gue bisa kesana sih mau tp kayaknya ngga dibolehin sama nyokap. abis itu gua nyebrang ke plaza indonesia, ga beli apa2 sih cuma jalan doang hahaha. terus ke ex lalala dan dibolehin ke pim, kalo mau langsung ketemu disana. akhirnya gua pulang jam berapa gt ah lupa pokonya bangun2 pas dimobil udh parkir gitu deh haha
ohiya tadi gue juga sempet foto -_-
next post yah nyeritaiin pimnya hihi
hp error
ngeselin parah nih hp gue, sumfah deh -_- ternyata kemaren aldo udh nyelametin! emang punya firasat sih gue emang pasti hp gue error lagi. jadinya sms dia ga nyampe gitu sialan bgt dah, pantesan nyokap gue sms ngga nyampe, dara pun gitu. kesel bgt gue, tadinya gue pikir emang aldo ga nyelametin loh udah pasrah aja wahaha. sial bgt nih jadinya ga koleksi deh yg 9 bulan jadi kesannya dia ga nyelametin gitu huhu sedih beneran deh, masa gue suruh kirim lagi kan ga lucu. mana dia ga ada sent items pula jadi ga bisa di forward
terus tadi suka mati sendiri emang geje deh iiiiiiiih kesel ah, mau diapain lagi dong namanya jg hp butut. terus aldo dengan gampangnya ngomong "ganti hp aja kalo gt" -_- lu aja sana beliin gua yuk. hmmmmmmm baru pulang nih gue, darimana? other post ya guys wkwkwk kaya ada yg penasaran gt dah geli sendiri jadinya wahahha ada kabar baik sama buruk gt deh, bye!
terus tadi suka mati sendiri emang geje deh iiiiiiiih kesel ah, mau diapain lagi dong namanya jg hp butut. terus aldo dengan gampangnya ngomong "ganti hp aja kalo gt" -_- lu aja sana beliin gua yuk. hmmmmmmm baru pulang nih gue, darimana? other post ya guys wkwkwk kaya ada yg penasaran gt dah geli sendiri jadinya wahahha ada kabar baik sama buruk gt deh, bye!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
10 PM, thoughts
it's 10.04, and i don't know what to do.
random, i feel random
i'm lonely, i want to cry, but i don't
i want to express my feeling but i don't know how
i want to go to bed
but many thoughts fill my head
5 minutes has pass
let my self go to bed
let my feeling gone by time
where's the happiness who always accompany me?
i want to feel it
i don't feel well right now
be born and the heart
i need one of situation
that could make me feel relax
white and clear,
i don't want to feel any pain
will you help me to find that way?
where is it?
out from here?
far?
i'm now in the top of the mountain,
far away from all my problems which ruin my life
9 months
this was the date when he told me if he loves me, he shows if he care with me, on august to be priciest. i really miss those moment when he called my name with love, hug me and hold me, teach me about my lesson without the feeling of the burden, because we did with love feeling, fun, laugh, i miss those days. when will i get back at that time? :'(
yea, and we've been together for 9 months today. i thought it would be the special day like previously, in fact it wasn't. he even don't say anything that he should say for, like usually. give a congratulation that we have been trough for how many months.... i don't know why, he became more far and far away from me. i cant hold this anymore, should we stop in this joyfulness day we have?
speech contest
hey kawan, hari ini ada speech contest! as what i've said yesterday. i wear traditional cloth for today, terus tadi khansa pake kaya kuda lumping apa apaan gt temen2 pada ngomongnya -_- terus kan kita tadi sempet latman matematika, lumayan sih. cuma tadi nomor 7 gue longkapin gitu soalnya hasil yang mau diakarin koma2 kan susah yak. eeeh gurunya malah ngasih tau rumusnya wkwkw pencerahan bgt itu dah
abis itu udah selesai nunggu ke teater kecil kan, lama bgt nunggu disitu parah woi panas bgt lagi. tapi tadi gue ngeliatin sasya sok foto2 pengantin gitu hahaha lucu abis. terus kan emang pelajarn 1-2 itu speechnya kelas 7 terus nanti pelajaran 3-4 kelas 8. tapi tadi lama bgt mereka keluarpun lama bgt -_- sampe kesel gue udah ga ada oksigen gt saking ramenya disana
peserta keempat katya! bagusss bgt loh dia ga em em gitu, lancar tp jurinya komentar dia kebnyakan megang mic. terus dia kebawahin terus jadi tmbh lama suaranya ga kedengeran, adia is the last contestant for the speech, dia nge skip 1 halaman loh pantes cepet bgt wakaaka. terus juara favorit vashti,
juara 3, aisya
juara 2, karin
juara 1, sabila
kelas gue ga ada yg menang gitu....... gmn sih jurinya! hmm ya gapapa sih sebagai kelas yg baik gt ya mesti sportif ya ngga sih. ya congrats for them deh ya
abis itu udah selesai nunggu ke teater kecil kan, lama bgt nunggu disitu parah woi panas bgt lagi. tapi tadi gue ngeliatin sasya sok foto2 pengantin gitu hahaha lucu abis. terus kan emang pelajarn 1-2 itu speechnya kelas 7 terus nanti pelajaran 3-4 kelas 8. tapi tadi lama bgt mereka keluarpun lama bgt -_- sampe kesel gue udah ga ada oksigen gt saking ramenya disana
peserta keempat katya! bagusss bgt loh dia ga em em gitu, lancar tp jurinya komentar dia kebnyakan megang mic. terus dia kebawahin terus jadi tmbh lama suaranya ga kedengeran, adia is the last contestant for the speech, dia nge skip 1 halaman loh pantes cepet bgt wakaaka. terus juara favorit vashti,
juara 3, aisya
juara 2, karin
juara 1, sabila
kelas gue ga ada yg menang gitu....... gmn sih jurinya! hmm ya gapapa sih sebagai kelas yg baik gt ya mesti sportif ya ngga sih. ya congrats for them deh ya
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
waiting
yak karna gue sedang bosen setengah mati, jadinya nge post lg haha mencurahkan isi hati sedikit ke kalian semua tak apa dong? gapapa kan? (gapapaaa!) abal -_- gmn nih ga bisa tiduuuur. what's the meaning of my title is i'm going to waiting aldo go home from his friend's birthday party, yaaa dia ke pim gitu kan. ntn angles and demond uh mauuu! tp mulainya jam stgh 9 tadi woi mau plg jam berapa hahaha gapapa sih, dia jarang bgt ke pim emang, kalo ga karna ulg taun pun dia ga bakal mau katanya haha
and then what am i doing now us just, facebook, blog, msn, or laying myself on the bed. yaaa he just said insya Allah when i asked him to online if he have gone home. tapi yaudalah, hahaha sebenernya gue harus tidur nih takut kesiangan -_- but i can't. emmm besok itu ada speech contest kan, and delegation from my class are adia and katya, wish them luck for tomorrow! kayaknya antar kelas gitu sih lombanya. terus besok juga kita disuruh pake baju nasional, dan katanya kalo ada salah satu orang yang bajunya menarik dikasih 200 apa 250rb gt dari iom
makanya rencananya sih besok ada yg mau pake baju beda daripada yg lain gitu tp gatau jg sih haha. besok gue kayaknya cuma pake kebaya sama rok batiknya aja sih, tp bawa jeans aja kalo seandainya boleh dipake gitu kan ya lumayan daripada pake rok soalnya tadi ga ada jg sih pengumuman boleh pake jeans apa ngga, apa gue yg ngga denger ya -_- hahaha yaudalah, maybe i really should go to bed right now, bye
xo
i'm addicted because of......... her
her........ means katya! hahaha. really, after katya playing with all the stuffs about korea. then i feel like i want to know about korea's people too.
begins with super junior, a singer group with 13 personals. i know it's many and my friends ever says "it must be more personal than 13" and then i started to like a song named sorry sorry. katya ever said when i asked her "kat what did u like from korea's song? u don't even know about the meaning right?" and then she answered "yes i was, but their genre were like hip hop and enthusiastic" ok then because i heard that song over and over again, although when we were on the english's lesson we played sorry sorry video clip from ginad's laptop
my other friends, adia and khansa started to addict at korea, they were always looked at chippo's iPod and i don't even know when suddenly they were scream -_- and said "he's cuteeeee" after i figure out what it was. then it's about korea again, then i tried to look precisely on the personal that their likes. from that session i love super junior hahaha. even sarah memorize one of the lyric from super junior's song title "it's you" i also like that kind of song and the video
vierra -_-
lagi suka denger lagu vierra gitu deh gue kenapa yaa haha. kan kemaren yg dari rumah chippo itu gue membajak beberapa lagu dong gamau rugi wakakaka langsung di transfer ke iPod. vierra kan gue tadinya baru punya dua, no! sama dengarkan curhatku jadinya gue ngambil sisanya deh haha sama lagu2 Taylor Swift juga tadinya ada 3 langsung ada 25 aja loh wkwkw ngambilnya ga tanggung2. terus sekarang suka lagu perih sama bersamamu~ wahahaha maybe it's still have a relations between those songs and what am i feeling now, hmmm maybe. but really, i feel more better than yesterday <3 moreover i did my physic test easily. i hope i will get a high score
lagi boseeeeeeen bgt deh, terus paling ngeliat video yg kemaren gue bikin itu wakakak kocak banget rara, mending belajar aja yuk guys nyicil buat ehb wkwkwk syp yg mau ya paling sarah master of genius hihi ga deng!
Sorry sorry
click nah ini salah satu kegiatan kita setelah belajar dan mengurus kaos, sarah sama tenia udah pulang sih jadinya ga asik ah wkwkw. semua berawal dari.......... gatau syapa tp emang dasarnya gue sama khansa pengen bikin video dan jadilah kaya gini, buka!
sholat berjamaah
nah ini lebih taun kapan lg nih cerita, wahahaha ngga taun kapan juga sih -_- pokoknya kalo ga salah sih hari rabu lalu gitu deh. jadi kita ada pelajarn agama, terus materinya kalo menurut gue sih susah, jadinya dibahas sama bu netty di slide show-in gitu agak lama
terus pokoknya gue ngeliat itu udah jam 12 kurang, tapi gara2 ruangan agama kan di belakang, jadinya suka ga kedengeran kalo ada bel. terus pokoknya akhir2 gitu kita pada keluar jam 12.20 yeh itu sih pasti solat udah pada selesai, gmn yak hahaha. bu netty kan bilang "ya kita akhiri pelajaran dengan membaca hamdalah, jangan sampe telat ke masjid ya" wahahah gmn ga telat udah jam segitu pan
sampe masjid............ "yak udah salam bae dah" gue bilang gitu kan sama thania, terus ya pasti yg telat satu kelas guelah, orang emang dikeluarinnya telat gitu. terus pas anak cewe udah pada bikin saf, anak cowo pada solat jamaah sendiri, yaudah indi mengusulkan biar kita jamaah aja sama mereka. akhirnya anak cewe semuanya pada lari ke saf mereka, kan anak cowo juga pada solat di belakang2 gitu udah telat
abis salam pokoknya udah selesai solat, pak roy duduk nunggu doa selesai dulu. eh tau2 pak ais main ngomong "ya pak roy silahkan diurus atau hukumannya suruh badiah 8 rokaat saja" dih2 enak aja, mana gatau masalahnya main ngasih hukuman dah tu guru wkwk. akhirnya pak roy tau kan gmn terus bu netty nya juga udah nyamperin kita gt ngasih tau. akhirnya kita cuma disuruh nyamain jam di hp terus ga dihukum! wakaka pak ais sotoy sih -_-
tapi malah divi ngomong "pak kita tadarusan aja ya" terus temen2 pada bingung gitu terutama yang cowo hahaha. terus kan pak roy nanya "lah buat apa?" terus katanya divi "yakan kata bapak kalo mau dihukum mending kita tadarusan aja ya lagi pengen nih" wakaka terus pak roy sama bu netty blg "yaudah yg mau tadarusan silahkan, tp jangan mengorbankan pelajaran selanjutnya ya, jangan telat" yaudah dah pada bodo amat juga orang pelajaran abis ini cuma seni. tp yg cowo mah kaga ada yg baca cuma yg cewe aja gt, emang alim kita mah wkwkw
terus pokoknya gue ngeliat itu udah jam 12 kurang, tapi gara2 ruangan agama kan di belakang, jadinya suka ga kedengeran kalo ada bel. terus pokoknya akhir2 gitu kita pada keluar jam 12.20 yeh itu sih pasti solat udah pada selesai, gmn yak hahaha. bu netty kan bilang "ya kita akhiri pelajaran dengan membaca hamdalah, jangan sampe telat ke masjid ya" wahahah gmn ga telat udah jam segitu pan
sampe masjid............ "yak udah salam bae dah" gue bilang gitu kan sama thania, terus ya pasti yg telat satu kelas guelah, orang emang dikeluarinnya telat gitu. terus pas anak cewe udah pada bikin saf, anak cowo pada solat jamaah sendiri, yaudah indi mengusulkan biar kita jamaah aja sama mereka. akhirnya anak cewe semuanya pada lari ke saf mereka, kan anak cowo juga pada solat di belakang2 gitu udah telat
abis salam pokoknya udah selesai solat, pak roy duduk nunggu doa selesai dulu. eh tau2 pak ais main ngomong "ya pak roy silahkan diurus atau hukumannya suruh badiah 8 rokaat saja" dih2 enak aja, mana gatau masalahnya main ngasih hukuman dah tu guru wkwk. akhirnya pak roy tau kan gmn terus bu netty nya juga udah nyamperin kita gt ngasih tau. akhirnya kita cuma disuruh nyamain jam di hp terus ga dihukum! wakaka pak ais sotoy sih -_-
tapi malah divi ngomong "pak kita tadarusan aja ya" terus temen2 pada bingung gitu terutama yang cowo hahaha. terus kan pak roy nanya "lah buat apa?" terus katanya divi "yakan kata bapak kalo mau dihukum mending kita tadarusan aja ya lagi pengen nih" wakaka terus pak roy sama bu netty blg "yaudah yg mau tadarusan silahkan, tp jangan mengorbankan pelajaran selanjutnya ya, jangan telat" yaudah dah pada bodo amat juga orang pelajaran abis ini cuma seni. tp yg cowo mah kaga ada yg baca cuma yg cewe aja gt, emang alim kita mah wkwkw
kasian sarah.........
wkwkwk ini kejadian kemaren gitu sih, kemaren kan gue sama rara khansa sarah indisya tenia kerumah chippo. gue mau belajar fisika sebenernya soalnya guru gue ngga bisa dateng kerumah, tadinya padahal gue ngga boleh tuh sama nyokap tapi gara2 alasannya itu jadi boleh haha. katanya sih yg pada mau kerumah chippo tuh pada mau ngurusin kaos 2b gitu, mau ngewarnain, terus pada foto copy-in dulu gt kan baru nyampe..................
abis itu kan sampe rumah chippo kan ada tanjakan gitu, terus supirnya tuh berenti disitu jadi mobilnya miring 60 derajat, gatau juga sih pokoknya miring deh -_- terus sarah apa syapa gt kan ngomong "eh ini serem deh miring gini" terus sarah bilang lagi "ah gue paling pinggir nih jangan ngegenjet ya" eh malah tenia sama indi ngegenjet gitu terus katanya sih si indi kan mau ngebuka gitu kan pintunya tapi dihalang2in sama sarah eh tapi dengan berhasil si teni membuka pintu dan sarah jatoh -_-
kasian........... hahaha gue sama rara gara2 di belakang jadi gatau jelas gimana kok sampe beneran si sarah bisa jatoh haha kasian bgt emang. eh tangannya sampe lecet gt loh parah tenia wakakaka. terus tenia merasa bersalah yang sampe ditiupin lah segala macem gitu, haha terus sarah sampe bilang "ah ini aku post di blog nih teni jatohin aku dari mobil, terus aku masukin fotonya" wakakak sabar ya sar tuhan melindungi (?)
abis itu kan sampe rumah chippo kan ada tanjakan gitu, terus supirnya tuh berenti disitu jadi mobilnya miring 60 derajat, gatau juga sih pokoknya miring deh -_- terus sarah apa syapa gt kan ngomong "eh ini serem deh miring gini" terus sarah bilang lagi "ah gue paling pinggir nih jangan ngegenjet ya" eh malah tenia sama indi ngegenjet gitu terus katanya sih si indi kan mau ngebuka gitu kan pintunya tapi dihalang2in sama sarah eh tapi dengan berhasil si teni membuka pintu dan sarah jatoh -_-
kasian........... hahaha gue sama rara gara2 di belakang jadi gatau jelas gimana kok sampe beneran si sarah bisa jatoh haha kasian bgt emang. eh tangannya sampe lecet gt loh parah tenia wakakaka. terus tenia merasa bersalah yang sampe ditiupin lah segala macem gitu, haha terus sarah sampe bilang "ah ini aku post di blog nih teni jatohin aku dari mobil, terus aku masukin fotonya" wakakak sabar ya sar tuhan melindungi (?)
Saturday, May 16, 2009
disappointed
then, today i must be felt happy. after waiting patiently for more than 2 months, now i've met aldo when actually is not for a long time. but i really have to be grateful that God have bless my wishes, i thought your change, i thought we'll appreciate each other, i thought we could be more harmonious, i thought we both have made changes.
but, really i dont felt any joyfulness that i should feel for. i dont feel that he will hold my hand like usually, share our laughter together.... today, there's none. i got nothing from him, one more time. he doesn't change, at all! oh god, is this the sign if i really have to live without him anymore?
*i cant take a hold of my self, i cant take control of my feeling for letting you go, when actually i must. now, it's really hard to being around you, like what have we done before, i miss you... do
but, really i dont felt any joyfulness that i should feel for. i dont feel that he will hold my hand like usually, share our laughter together.... today, there's none. i got nothing from him, one more time. he doesn't change, at all! oh god, is this the sign if i really have to live without him anymore?
*i cant take a hold of my self, i cant take control of my feeling for letting you go, when actually i must. now, it's really hard to being around you, like what have we done before, i miss you... do
Friday, May 15, 2009
good morning~
hello everybody dance now (8) it's saturday! sebenernya gue hari ini mau ke pim sama kemang sama thania, tp masih belom tau gt dari kemaren ga jelas sih abisan. terus katanya sodara gue mau dateng, jadi takutnya ga bisa kemana2 ga boleh, soalnya dia jg jarang sih kesini. mana om gue minta diajarin internet lagi mentang2 baru pasang ciee, gaptek nih -_- nah kan rara baru ngabarin deh dia mau kerumah gue jam 1an gitu, pdahal ada sodara dirumah bude gmn dong. mesti nanya nyokap, rara sih dari kemaren ditanyain ga dijawab2
sebenernya gue pgn ketemu aldo tp gatau nih dia nanti mau main bola dan latian, terus berencana mau ketemuan alhamdulilaah bgt kalo bisa dah yaoloh kabulkan doakuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. terus kan karna rumah bude di sektor 7 jadi cari yg dkt2 situ aja, masa dia blg tempat les mau ngapain ~!@# -_- cuma dia males kalo cuma berdua jadi mau ngajak ditha dan pacarnya tersayang kan tmn aldo. tp ditha lagi mau ke kelapa gading, mudah2an sih ga sampe malem bgt makanya dia blg liat nanti gt, mudah2an bisa ya Allah engkau maha pengasih dan penyayang
udah ya mau mandi panas ah abis nari2 -_- bosen sih abisan byebyebyebye
sebenernya gue pgn ketemu aldo tp gatau nih dia nanti mau main bola dan latian, terus berencana mau ketemuan alhamdulilaah bgt kalo bisa dah yaoloh kabulkan doakuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. terus kan karna rumah bude di sektor 7 jadi cari yg dkt2 situ aja, masa dia blg tempat les mau ngapain ~!@# -_- cuma dia males kalo cuma berdua jadi mau ngajak ditha dan pacarnya tersayang kan tmn aldo. tp ditha lagi mau ke kelapa gading, mudah2an sih ga sampe malem bgt makanya dia blg liat nanti gt, mudah2an bisa ya Allah engkau maha pengasih dan penyayang
udah ya mau mandi panas ah abis nari2 -_- bosen sih abisan byebyebyebye
friday
hey guyzzzzzzzz! -_- hari ini gue tadi pulang sekolah ke rusun dan apartemen! terus kan kelompok gue sama thania kevin fajar. terus kevin sama fajar tuh lama bgt smp hampir ditinggal tadi tapi ga jadi soalnya dia secepat yang kita kira (?) terus kerumah susun lebak bulus kan. terus kita nanya ke kantornya dulu awalnya ga boleh gitu harus ada surat sekolah dll gt tp akhirnya kita keatas dan asal gedor si fajar -_- terus yg ada orangnya lantai 4an. si kevin yg nanya2 terus gue nyatet.
abis itu baru ke apartemen, tadinya mau ke permata hijau, ada kaka kelas kan tinggal di apartemen situ, terus pada gamau yg cowo2 gara2 jauh, akhirnya ke apartemen pondok indah, sekalian soalnya mau ke pim kan ntar nyokap gue disana dan emang pada diejmput disana gitu. ternyata kita kelompok keempat yg udah ke apartemen itu loh wakakaka, yaudah deh selesai jam 3an kalo ga salah baru ke pim
terus dara, waktu di skolah ngajak gue ke pim kan, terus akhirnya dia plg dulu lagian dia emang cuma 5menit gt dari rumahnya ke pim, gmn dia ga blg pim rumah kedua -_- terus dia nyampe jam 4 kurangn gt, tadinya gue mau plg abis ashar tp gara2 dara dateng nyokap gue mau nungguin. terus kita jalaaaaan, nemenin dara makan, terus mau ntn. nah si thania tuh tadinya ngajak gue ntn crank high voltage2 itu kan, biasanya pilihan dia tuh bagus makanya pas mau ntn gue milih itu sama dara, izin dulu tp sama nyokap soalnya mulainya jam 5.50
daaaaaan boleh, karena nyokap gue sendiri jadilah dia ikut gue beliin tiket, dari pim 1 tp ntnnya di pim 2.
pukul 5.50...... (-_-)
gue masuk, tapiiiiiii tiba2 mba2nya yg ngerobekin tiket itu ngomong "bu, filmnya dewasa bgt loh ini" terus nyokap gue kaget, dan pas masuk kan udah mulai tuh film. terus nyokap gue bilang "ah kamu sih milih film kok ginian sih ah mereka nih mba yg milih" ya tp gue gatau gitu kan. dan emang bener! pas gue liat mygodddddd bokep bgt ih! males parah gue jadinya mau ntn juga ga ada hasrat, nyokap guepun nonton sambil zikir loh hihi -_- terus gue blg aja "bu kalo aku keluar gmn, percuma kan aku jg ga boleh ntn ini" terus nyokap gue blg "yaudah gih, ibu disini aja ya capek abisan, lagian daripada rugi" terus akhirnya gue nanya dara "dar aku ga boleh ntn nih percuma, males disini aku keluar ya. mau ikut ga?" terus dara blg "sayang tasy 25ribu..." terus gue blg "yaudah kalo km gamau keluar gapapa, ibuku jg mau ntn"
akhirnya gue sama dara keluar terus sebelom keluar nyokap gue blg "hati2 ya mending kamu cari apakek film yg bagusan daripada ini" terus gue blg "adanya mah film indonesia bu" terus nyokap gue blg "yaudalah gapapa gih" akhirnya gue sama darapun keluar........ terus dara blg "tasy kamu bikin aku rugi nih" terus gue blg "ya mending km tinggal aja gih di dlm, aku kan emg ga blh ntn mending keluar dah" terus dara blg "yaiya tp ngapain masa aku sm ibumu doang"
terus pas diluar teater kita memang benar2 menyesal, ga benar2 jg sih -_- tp sayang kali 25ribu yakan... terus dara blg 'sebagai ganti rugi kamu bawain minumku ya" okedeh akhirnya gue bawainlah. abis itu kita mau berniat ntn film lain, bukan cinta biasa itu -_- terus dara waktu ada yg mau pesen tiket katanya denger penjual tiketnya ngmng "maaf bu ini filmnya dewasa bgt, 20th keatas....." 20thn loh! wow, knapa pas di pim 1 ga dikasih tau deh kesel ~!@#$%^&* terus tadinya emang gue sama dara males bgt mau ntn lg, tp ga ada kerjaan gt nunggu nyokap gue. akhirnya kita pesen tiket ntn itu, aslinya masuk jam stgh 7, tp kita mlh masuk jam 7 soalnya sempet dijualin gt kan, tp udh stgh jam galaku yaudah..
filmnya lumayan sih, islamic gt kan bagus ya ngga berbeda 180derajat sm film tadi! if youre not 20 or up, then dont ever watch that film! -_- malesin bgt gila deh. terus akhirnya gue plg jam 9an, aldo mau ke olala tadinya gue mau nyamperin udh deket malah tp dia malah blg rame bgt terus ya jelaslah gue jadi gaenak, asal dia ngmng boleh aja pasti gue nyamperin tuh abisan dia ngmng kaya gt ga jadi dah. dan gue pulang, sampe rumah kaki gue sampe sekarang masih keram bgt ohmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hh
goodnight fox, xo
abis itu baru ke apartemen, tadinya mau ke permata hijau, ada kaka kelas kan tinggal di apartemen situ, terus pada gamau yg cowo2 gara2 jauh, akhirnya ke apartemen pondok indah, sekalian soalnya mau ke pim kan ntar nyokap gue disana dan emang pada diejmput disana gitu. ternyata kita kelompok keempat yg udah ke apartemen itu loh wakakaka, yaudah deh selesai jam 3an kalo ga salah baru ke pim
terus dara, waktu di skolah ngajak gue ke pim kan, terus akhirnya dia plg dulu lagian dia emang cuma 5menit gt dari rumahnya ke pim, gmn dia ga blg pim rumah kedua -_- terus dia nyampe jam 4 kurangn gt, tadinya gue mau plg abis ashar tp gara2 dara dateng nyokap gue mau nungguin. terus kita jalaaaaan, nemenin dara makan, terus mau ntn. nah si thania tuh tadinya ngajak gue ntn crank high voltage2 itu kan, biasanya pilihan dia tuh bagus makanya pas mau ntn gue milih itu sama dara, izin dulu tp sama nyokap soalnya mulainya jam 5.50
daaaaaan boleh, karena nyokap gue sendiri jadilah dia ikut gue beliin tiket, dari pim 1 tp ntnnya di pim 2.
pukul 5.50...... (-_-)
gue masuk, tapiiiiiii tiba2 mba2nya yg ngerobekin tiket itu ngomong "bu, filmnya dewasa bgt loh ini" terus nyokap gue kaget, dan pas masuk kan udah mulai tuh film. terus nyokap gue bilang "ah kamu sih milih film kok ginian sih ah mereka nih mba yg milih" ya tp gue gatau gitu kan. dan emang bener! pas gue liat mygodddddd bokep bgt ih! males parah gue jadinya mau ntn juga ga ada hasrat, nyokap guepun nonton sambil zikir loh hihi -_- terus gue blg aja "bu kalo aku keluar gmn, percuma kan aku jg ga boleh ntn ini" terus nyokap gue blg "yaudah gih, ibu disini aja ya capek abisan, lagian daripada rugi" terus akhirnya gue nanya dara "dar aku ga boleh ntn nih percuma, males disini aku keluar ya. mau ikut ga?" terus dara blg "sayang tasy 25ribu..." terus gue blg "yaudah kalo km gamau keluar gapapa, ibuku jg mau ntn"
akhirnya gue sama dara keluar terus sebelom keluar nyokap gue blg "hati2 ya mending kamu cari apakek film yg bagusan daripada ini" terus gue blg "adanya mah film indonesia bu" terus nyokap gue blg "yaudalah gapapa gih" akhirnya gue sama darapun keluar........ terus dara blg "tasy kamu bikin aku rugi nih" terus gue blg "ya mending km tinggal aja gih di dlm, aku kan emg ga blh ntn mending keluar dah" terus dara blg "yaiya tp ngapain masa aku sm ibumu doang"
terus pas diluar teater kita memang benar2 menyesal, ga benar2 jg sih -_- tp sayang kali 25ribu yakan... terus dara blg 'sebagai ganti rugi kamu bawain minumku ya" okedeh akhirnya gue bawainlah. abis itu kita mau berniat ntn film lain, bukan cinta biasa itu -_- terus dara waktu ada yg mau pesen tiket katanya denger penjual tiketnya ngmng "maaf bu ini filmnya dewasa bgt, 20th keatas....." 20thn loh! wow, knapa pas di pim 1 ga dikasih tau deh kesel ~!@#$%^&* terus tadinya emang gue sama dara males bgt mau ntn lg, tp ga ada kerjaan gt nunggu nyokap gue. akhirnya kita pesen tiket ntn itu, aslinya masuk jam stgh 7, tp kita mlh masuk jam 7 soalnya sempet dijualin gt kan, tp udh stgh jam galaku yaudah..
filmnya lumayan sih, islamic gt kan bagus ya ngga berbeda 180derajat sm film tadi! if youre not 20 or up, then dont ever watch that film! -_- malesin bgt gila deh. terus akhirnya gue plg jam 9an, aldo mau ke olala tadinya gue mau nyamperin udh deket malah tp dia malah blg rame bgt terus ya jelaslah gue jadi gaenak, asal dia ngmng boleh aja pasti gue nyamperin tuh abisan dia ngmng kaya gt ga jadi dah. dan gue pulang, sampe rumah kaki gue sampe sekarang masih keram bgt ohmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hh
goodnight fox, xo
Thursday, May 14, 2009
text message
my friend text me on the afternoon, ya it's been along time i don't have a contact with her. then i talk about him again, i know some of you might be boring -_- but well, this is what i feel, so i write in blog. A is me, B is my friend
B: "hey you're forget about me? hahaha"
A: "wow of course not, how are you?"
B: "i'm fine, how 'bout u?"
A: "i'm bad, really bad"
B: "why? tell me!"
A: "i'm gonna tell you someday, i'm too lazy to tell it on the text, on the phone maybe"
B: "please ... hahaha what is it about?"
A: "it's about my............. boyfriend, he doesnt be nice to me like he usually did on previously, i really miss the old him :("
B: "what did he do? share it to me tasy, it's like mine too, the boy who i love didnt nice to me. tell me, what did he do to you?"
A: " no, it doesnt mean he's not nice, he have changed, a lot. it seems like he doesnt care about me anymore, well he did, but its different. ive been talked about this problem and try to figure out why, but then, we almost break up for sure"
B: "hmm i see, what was his respond when you try to figure out about yourself?"
A: "no, trying to figure out is not the whole problem about, he said im being childish recently, then he dont like it"
childish ... do you think am i?
B: "hey you're forget about me? hahaha"
A: "wow of course not, how are you?"
B: "i'm fine, how 'bout u?"
A: "i'm bad, really bad"
B: "why? tell me!"
A: "i'm gonna tell you someday, i'm too lazy to tell it on the text, on the phone maybe"
B: "please ... hahaha what is it about?"
A: "it's about my............. boyfriend, he doesnt be nice to me like he usually did on previously, i really miss the old him :("
B: "what did he do? share it to me tasy, it's like mine too, the boy who i love didnt nice to me. tell me, what did he do to you?"
A: " no, it doesnt mean he's not nice, he have changed, a lot. it seems like he doesnt care about me anymore, well he did, but its different. ive been talked about this problem and try to figure out why, but then, we almost break up for sure"
B: "hmm i see, what was his respond when you try to figure out about yourself?"
A: "no, trying to figure out is not the whole problem about, he said im being childish recently, then he dont like it"
childish ... do you think am i?
helping
i've chat logs with my friends, at that time, i felt like i dont know what to do anymore, then she said something that really help myself up and believe in my self that i could face the truth, well then i dont use my real friend's name so i changed it into 'B' see this:
but you should really learn to let things go
don't let him hurt you again and again (well i'll try this that's why i believe in myself)
well people change
that's how life goes
there are changes (do you believe if people changing aldo? YOU ARE CHANGING, then why you blame if it's all my fault? well you dont, but uptil now, i feel you do nothing, you dont do any of your promise, sorry for saying this. but i really felt that way. maybe i really really have to let you go, i'm ready for now)
B: hey tasy
tasya: hey
B: lagi ngaps?
tasya: merenung -_-
B: have fun with your life lah tasy
tasya: hhh i can not!
tasya: blm kebiasa kali ya
B: like me, i'm free and happy! VERY HAPPY
B: tapi lo belom putus kan tasy
tasya: you are, i've got a long relationship with him, how could i forget him for so fast?
ngga!! jangan!!!
B: iya iya ampun
B: lo nyanyi aja don't forget nya demi lovato sambil joget2 nangis di kamar
tasya: ahhaahah
kamu tau aja
dont forget sesuai bgt
parah nt aku nangis lg itumah
ga bisa joget
B: nangis + joget = unik
tasya: hiii engga mauuu
B: haahhaha
B: hahaha
tasya: yaaa memang
tasya: haahah
B: ngomongin apa yuk tasy
tasya: apaa?
B: hhhmmm hot guyz
B: sexy gurlz (like me)
tasya: -_-
cukup!
B: haha ha ha ha
tasya: ah km deh
hahaha
B: hahahahahaha
B: "lucu" banget tasy... "imutz"
tasya: hihi iyalaaah
kaya aku gt kan
tasya:hwihihi
B: mulai nih anak satu dua tiga ayoooo
tasya: jangan marah ah
ayo apa -_-
B: ayo lets go to the disco
tasya: no way, im not in my mood
B: lets go to the disco with ... so i can punch him in the face for hurting my friend
tasya: if i really could meet him at the disco i would like to hug him maybe -_- long time no see, 3 months. what do you think about my feeling
B: lo pasti lagi ngerasa kayak kegantung gitu, bingung, kesel, emosi, dll
tasya: yea of course
to be continue abisan
B: kasian
tasya: dan dia kaya ga ada niat buat nyelesain masalah ini
B: sabar ya
iya sih
tasya: i really have to :')
B: tapi di chatlog lo tapi dia terlalu jujur kalo gw bilang
mestinya dia gak banyak ngomong tapi banyak bertindak
B: HAHAHA kata2 gw keren
tasya: how could, yesterday he hang out with his friend, in fact i did not meet him for 3 monthssssss -_-
tasya: it's ok for me but he better chose his friend than me, when actually he could meet his friends everyday wherever he wants!!!! how about me?
B: aaaww
B: mungkin dia juga lagi bingung terus lagi pengen curhat sama temennya tentang lo
mungkin
tasya: you really have to read my blog, have you? there's so many things about him i wrote in poems
ya ttg apa................ gue kenapa emang................. hhh
B: tapi you shouldn't be worrying lah tasy. he's a good boy
he really wants to make things right
tasya: how come? he hurts my feeling very often, did he know when i cry because of him!?
B: he should know and you should tell him
B: or maybe if he hurts you too often, well, maybe YOU should tell him that
tasya: i did, but he dont care AT ALL
should i end this thing? noooo, i dont want
B: well i know that you really care about him
but you should really learn to let things go
don't let him hurt you again and again
B: if it's better that way
tasya: i know he could go back like previously, someone who really natural and who i really love
B: you could tell him that you really need this natural guy
the guy that you really loved
especially right now
B: tell him that you NEED him tasy
tasya: then how about he doesnt care at me, he have seen like 'its a little thing, i should wait if she really wants to break up with me" does it see and not worth it at all especially if i hope that much
B: you are a hot sexy beautiful fun unique nice friendly girl tasy (okay -_-) don't make you life so depended on him
tasya: but my feeling now decide just for him, i cant share it for the other
B: don't make you look so immature
tasya: am i really look like that?
B: of course you do
tasya: oh god i dont want to be like that, he told me that he doesnt like that kind of person
B: so take a hold of your self
be a moture girl
i know you can
tasya: ya i know, but its not the time
maybe i should change
but how
B: what things that he doesn't like tasy?
tasya: im childish, he said
B: well tell him if he wanted to be with you he got to accept that
that's a part of you tasy
tasya: but he said im changed in recent times
B: well people change
that's how life goes
there are changes
tasya: ya i know, but dont you remember he couldnt accept me as well?
B: if he doesn't accept the new you
well i don't know
B: you can let go the real you and put on a mask
B: you know, a mask is like the person that you are not
if you are wearing a mask
B: then it's the same thing as lying to him
tasya: ya i know, but can i hold that up for a long time
B: showing the fake you
B: tapi itu bukan tasya yang bener
tasy
tasya: i knoooooooooow
B: serius deh
B: tapi untuk ngasih tau kalo lo gak childish, itu sama aja kayak boong sama dia
kesannya kayak cari muka gitu
B: itu bukan elo yang sebenernya
sifat childish lo itu emang sifat lo tasy
tasya: but he have said to me when i was about 1 month or 2 months with him, i've been that kind of person, mature. he want my old me
B: kalo gitu
lo kasih tau kedewasaan lo
B: dengan cara apa aja yang bisa lo lakuin
tasya: ya menurut lo apa
B: terserah lo tasy
gw kan emang dari sananya kayak anak blingsatan gitu
tasya: gue ngga bisa liat diri gue sendiri
B: tanya ke dia
B: dia mau kedewasaan lo dalam bentuk apa
cara ngomong apa tingkah laku
tasya: ya pasti semuanya laah
cara ngomonglah
inilah itulah
B:aaaaaaarrrrrgggghh
B:gw skrg jd emosi sendiri sama ...
but you should really learn to let things go
don't let him hurt you again and again (well i'll try this that's why i believe in myself)
well people change
that's how life goes
there are changes (do you believe if people changing aldo? YOU ARE CHANGING, then why you blame if it's all my fault? well you dont, but uptil now, i feel you do nothing, you dont do any of your promise, sorry for saying this. but i really felt that way. maybe i really really have to let you go, i'm ready for now)
choices
choices, i just have two choices. yea at last i don't really want to lose him, but i realize, if letting go was the best. then i'll try to let go
every pray "if he really mine, please turn back him like previously, a boy who i really loved, who i could share my life with. but if he doesn't, please keep away him from me, i don't want to have this pressure for so long. let my heart give him willingly for not being 'us' again, and alive without depend on him, accepting if he really have to go away from me"
God, could you please speed up this time, i don't want cry for along night.
let him know my feeling
every pray "if he really mine, please turn back him like previously, a boy who i really loved, who i could share my life with. but if he doesn't, please keep away him from me, i don't want to have this pressure for so long. let my heart give him willingly for not being 'us' again, and alive without depend on him, accepting if he really have to go away from me"
God, could you please speed up this time, i don't want cry for along night.
let him know my feeling
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
-Rob Ryan
i could easily cry for joy,
my only home is in your arms
all of these thoughts were of you,
all of these dreams were of you,
and my darling that still lives inside me,
i haven't change, those promises i made to you.
i will fulfill
i remembered once looking through the window of a plane, and thinking how giant mountains seemed only as high as the ridges of your fingerprints , and the deepest canyons hardly even seemed to scratch the surface. it made you think 'what is all the fuss about' and i let the comfort of y own smallness hold me as i fell asleep -rob ryan
don't forget - demi lovato, what my soundtrack was
my only home is in your arms
all of these thoughts were of you,
all of these dreams were of you,
and my darling that still lives inside me,
i haven't change, those promises i made to you.
i will fulfill
i remembered once looking through the window of a plane, and thinking how giant mountains seemed only as high as the ridges of your fingerprints , and the deepest canyons hardly even seemed to scratch the surface. it made you think 'what is all the fuss about' and i let the comfort of y own smallness hold me as i fell asleep -rob ryan
don't forget - demi lovato, what my soundtrack was
Saturday, May 9, 2009
bored
sorry guys for the late post (again) lagi mood lagi nih, kalo udah buka blog terus niat mau nulis malah ada aja yang ini itulah. terus tadi gue abis ngerjain pr mat dong sama siap2 buat besok sekolah wakakak padahal masih pagi -_- lagi niat sih abisan hahaha. pengen mandi sebenernya abis itu, tp kok males ya. tadi pagi tumben nih gue minum teh anget biasanya susu dingin -_- ga enak badan sakit perut. terus sekarang lg ol dong, terus kenapa. kemaren gue ka ulgtaun sodara, harusnya dateng jam 5 tp kita malah sampe sana jam stgh 7 kurang apa ya haha udah pada pulang, yg ulang taun aja udh ganti baju rumah lg -_- tp yaudahlahya orang sodara inimah bodo amat, kecuali kalo tmn gt ya ngga sih haha.
boseeeeeeeeeeen banget nih gatau mau ngapain, ngapain dong enaknya ngapain kasih ide yuk
boseeeeeeeeeeen banget nih gatau mau ngapain, ngapain dong enaknya ngapain kasih ide yuk
Sunday, May 3, 2009
nothing.
good evening everybody! (8) gue tadi abis baca blog deel loh hihi, ternyata deel mah kalo nge-post ngga sehari satu gt yah bnyk -_- kalo gue mah sehari satu abisan satu aja udah bingung mau nulis apa, gmn banyak hahaha
dari jumat kemaren ada sepupu gue dateng, spend night for 2 days. they just went home about 30 minutes ago. terus gue kesepian deh haha. hari ini rencana mau kerumah dithaa, tapi tergantung bokap, nyokap gue tadi dianter ke mcd gt temennya jemput disitu mau ke bogor -_- akhirnya gue disuruh kerumah temen gt lah cuma gatau pasti, udah janji sih. tp bokap gue emang tadinya ada appointment sama temennya, dan kalo jadi skalian nganter gue gituu, tp katanya sampe sekarang belom ada kabar jadi gatau deh. ayodong jadi aja -_-
ohiya gue ada pr mat ilsos dan b.ind gue baru dikasih tau tadi gituu, disuruh bikin cerita lucu pengalaman gt, wth. gatauu gue lupa2 inget dan males mikir haha padahal gampang. terus kalo ilsos gue ngerjain dari 2 hari yg lalu, haha baru dikerjain, abis baru mood gt deh~ kalo mat juga dari beberapa hari yg lalu abisan cuma draft doang gt kan, yaudah bikin seadanya aja. gue bikin hasil dulu malah baru draft, aneh jg -_- yg udh jadi malah udh dikumpulin dari kapan tau gt hahaha
duh can't wait to go to ditha's house nih, boseeeen. but i have to do my indonesian homework first, when actually i don't know what i have to write
dari jumat kemaren ada sepupu gue dateng, spend night for 2 days. they just went home about 30 minutes ago. terus gue kesepian deh haha. hari ini rencana mau kerumah dithaa, tapi tergantung bokap, nyokap gue tadi dianter ke mcd gt temennya jemput disitu mau ke bogor -_- akhirnya gue disuruh kerumah temen gt lah cuma gatau pasti, udah janji sih. tp bokap gue emang tadinya ada appointment sama temennya, dan kalo jadi skalian nganter gue gituu, tp katanya sampe sekarang belom ada kabar jadi gatau deh. ayodong jadi aja -_-
ohiya gue ada pr mat ilsos dan b.ind gue baru dikasih tau tadi gituu, disuruh bikin cerita lucu pengalaman gt, wth. gatauu gue lupa2 inget dan males mikir haha padahal gampang. terus kalo ilsos gue ngerjain dari 2 hari yg lalu, haha baru dikerjain, abis baru mood gt deh~ kalo mat juga dari beberapa hari yg lalu abisan cuma draft doang gt kan, yaudah bikin seadanya aja. gue bikin hasil dulu malah baru draft, aneh jg -_- yg udh jadi malah udh dikumpulin dari kapan tau gt hahaha
duh can't wait to go to ditha's house nih, boseeeen. but i have to do my indonesian homework first, when actually i don't know what i have to write
Saturday, May 2, 2009
those sad songs fill my heart
David Archuleta - Barriers
Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out,
But I can't wait any longer.
Our love's burnin' down,
Creepin' in the doubt, we're not gettin' any stronger.
I hear you say that we're doin' okay,
But, baby, I don't think so.
Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
JoJo - Do Watcha Gotta Do
The silence is louder than any fight we've ever had before
You don't even know
The time for night to turn to morning
Never took this long
And there's nothing to take from me
Being hurt for a while's how I'll get over you
Tell everyone I'm crazy
Do whatcha gotta do
To forget bout me and you
If it's easier to hate me
Then go on have your way babe
Every mile that I steer
Every song that I hear is a memory of you
Love just don't disappear especially when it's true
Jesse McCartney - Because You Live
Staring out at the rain, with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer, somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live, and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can't help
Because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because You Love Me - Celine Dion
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
JoJo - Never Say Goodbye
No more lonely, no more just me
I've been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more cryin, no denyin'
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
I never wanna say goodbye love
Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out,
But I can't wait any longer.
Our love's burnin' down,
Creepin' in the doubt, we're not gettin' any stronger.
I hear you say that we're doin' okay,
But, baby, I don't think so.
Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
JoJo - Do Watcha Gotta Do
The silence is louder than any fight we've ever had before
You don't even know
The time for night to turn to morning
Never took this long
And there's nothing to take from me
Being hurt for a while's how I'll get over you
Tell everyone I'm crazy
Do whatcha gotta do
To forget bout me and you
If it's easier to hate me
Then go on have your way babe
Every mile that I steer
Every song that I hear is a memory of you
Love just don't disappear especially when it's true
Jesse McCartney - Because You Live
Staring out at the rain, with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer, somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live, and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can't help
Because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because You Love Me - Celine Dion
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
JoJo - Never Say Goodbye
No more lonely, no more just me
I've been there before
Ain't goin no more
And now that you're here I
Never wanna say goodbye love
Never wanna be without you
No more cryin, no denyin'
I'm in love with you
And now that you're here I
I never wanna say goodbye love
Chris Brown - With You
No one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of his life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then
this is for you, do you know how it feels? hurt, of course. i've never think that it will be like this, you know why? because you've told your promise about us! don't you remember? you always said that i made changes, but you did, you're making a changes. that's why i became like this, let's talk about this together, why do you were impressed like you don't care about me again, even you said that you still love me but you didn't show it. you're so indifferent right now,
it's great, it's happy, it's lovable, it's my life, and it's my past. but still,
I Love You So Much, Aldo! :( do you love me?
you've been made me feel alive, but i don't remember how and what it's like anymore
thank you my friend, for told me to be strong. especially rana :D you make me feel more better than before, even if i still cry
I Love You So Much, Aldo! :( do you love me?
you've been made me feel alive, but i don't remember how and what it's like anymore
thank you my friend, for told me to be strong. especially rana :D you make me feel more better than before, even if i still cry
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